Florida Keys loony toons

toon #1
Following is the link to Sandy Downs’ and my interview by Matt Gardi on KONKnet, re the Key West Tree Commission. 1-hour interview, less station breaks. It took me 5 minutes to download it on my laptop. I understand the interview will be available for downloading and replaying until April 3.
Naked Conch_031612_Sloan_Sandy Downs.mp3

toon #2

I obtained from Robert Krutko’s lawyer a copy of Key West’s Motion for Summary Judgment in the lawsuit Krutko’s wife filed against Key West in federal court, in Miami. The city’s legal team, which includes a mainland law firm and Key West City Attorney Shawn Smith, claims the city never, ever, ran, or tried to run anyone out of business. Not just Krutko, but not anyone. I imagine Duck Tours’ owner and lawyer, Radim Haviliceck and Sandy Downs would beg to disagree. I told Krutko’s lawyer about when Jimmy Weekley was on the City Commission, which was before he became Mayor, and that city commission authorized the then city legal team to “grind Duck Tours into dust.” Krutko’s lawyer said he had never heard of that before. I told him it is common knowledge in Key West, was in the newspapers.
If I wuz Krutko’s lawyer, I would subpoena Jimmy Weekley to that hearing in Miami, and put him on the stand, and have him, under oath, tell the United States District Judge everything he knows about the Duck Tours case, including the jury finding anti-trust violations against the city, affirmed on appeal, and the ultimate $6.5 million settlement.

toon #3
My dreams and other spirit signals seem to indicate I am to run as a write-in candidate for the District 3 School Board seat now held by Duncan Matthewson, who has announced he will not run again.
Back in 2004, I announced as a write-in candidate for Sonny McCoy’s county commission seat. Then, I got all mixed up in my thinking, among other things, and dropped out of that race. Then, Damian Vantrigilia ran as a write-in candidate and, as I recall, got nearly 2,000 votes. The best performance, ever, for a write-in candidate in the Keys, Damian later told me Harry Sawyer (Supervisor of Elections) had told him.
I ran into Damian last Sunday evening at Boondocks. He was taking photos for Michael Cunningham, who launched his campaign for the District 3 School Board seat that evening, and had invited me and, I’m sure, lots of other people to attend.
When Damian suggested a photo of Michael and me together, I laughed, said, might cost Michael votes to be seen arm-in-arm with me in a photo. Didn’t seem to bother Michael, though. Damian took the photo, as I thought to myself about him having run as a write-in candidate after I went off the edge of the world in 2004.
I thought that to myself because there already had been several nudges re my running as a write-in candidate, but I had not said a word to anyone, until I told Todd German yesterday.
As I recall, the good thing about running as a write-in candidate is no filing fee or candidate petitions to be signed, and no campaign treasurer reports. But you can attend and hold forth at candidate forums, and can receive votes by people simply writing your name on the ballot at the place for the office you seek.
I imagine my main focus will be to try to persuade the public that this school district either needs to be privatized like the new charter high school in Key West, or it needs to be taken over by Tallahassee, and if elected, I will do my darndest to bring off that off.
Wonder if it violates the separation of church and state requirements of the First Amendment for a school board candidate to talk about God during his campaign? What if a school board member talks about God at a school board meeting? The Founding Fathers talked about God in the Declaration of Independence.

On yet another Keys toon front, recent banter with Mark Howell, Editor of Solares Hill, published on Sundays by The Key West Citizen, re God – the Catch 22 of Catch 22s post

From: mhowell@keysnews.com
To: keysmyhome@hotmail.com
Subject: from Mark at Solares Hill
Date: Tue, 27 Mar 2012 10:34:14 -0400

Good post today, Sloan –– Mark

thanks, Mark, but it felt like shit – me – putting it together…

“Ah, but it wouldn’t be life if there were not sorrow, loss, loss, loss,” said Joseph Campbell. “You gotta say yes to it and say it’s great this way, I mean I don’t believe anybody intended it but this is the way it is. Pain is part of there being a world at all. I’ll do the best I can…. I will participate in the game. It’s a wonderful, wonderful opera —except that it hurts. This is the way life is. And the hero is the one who can participate in it decently — in the way of nature. Not in the way of personal rancor, revenge or anything of that kind.”That any help?
-Mark

Hi, Mark
That’s pretty much how I was taught to participate in the game; was a slow transition, since I was mostly prone to retaliate, rather than cleverly swim it back up their hinneys, or not even respond at all, or turn it into comic relief. However, I don’t generally see it as a wonderful opera, more like tragic with some comedy, and it hurts plenty most of the time, up close and personal hurt. If I did not have that wailing opera around and inside me nearly all the time, maybe I would feel more overwhelmed by what all I see going on around me, close by and far away.
Sandy Downs is far more sensitive and vulnerable, than I, to what she sees going on outside of her. She viscerally recoils in her soul at injustice, meanness. Makes it all the harder for her respond with cold dispassion. She reminded me the other day of a passage in the Gospels where Jesus chides his disciples for taking offense when they are attacked by other people for doing what he had them do. Being attacked is part of the job description, is his point. He is attacked plenty, and his method of responding is exemplary. No prisoners taken.
I told Sandy, the way I look at it, if I’m not pissing people off, I’m doing it wrong. In the Gospels, Jesus seems to go out of his way to piss people off, but you don’t hear it described that way in churches. He also is gracious, kind. He gives his disciples hell lot of the time. In India, he would be viewed as a high guru, perhaps the highest. But to call him a guru around these parts might not be received very well, although all guru means is teacher, which Jesus is sometimes called in the Gospels. And rabbi, and master, labels similar what India gurus wear. And to labels Buddha, I imagine, and Lao Tzu wore.
I saw Campbell’s “The Hero’s Journey” in Boulder, in 1988. [A documentary on Campbell, as I recall.] Lots of people there were very affected by him. I already was abducted and was starting to sense it was not going to be controlled by me. I had no clue yet just how little control I would have, except over how I chose to respond to what was served to me by the abductors, on this world, in the spirit world, inside my body. Seriously not something to look forward to, I came to see. Waaaa!!!!

Sloan
keysmyhome@hotmail.com

Uncle Sam’s lunacy, as viewed from The Asteroid Belt

As I watched the newish moon rise over Venus yesterday evening, I recalled Luna is a name sometimes used for the moon. Then I recalled lunatic is derived from Luna. Then I connected some dots and noted lunacy is the result of serious disturbance in the feminine aspect of a person. Same applies to a country. Same applies to a species. In this case, homo sapiens. But that’s too broad a topic to cover today.

Letter to the Editor in The Key West Citizen this morning:

Reality doesn’t match the campaign rhetoric

We’ve been up to our eyeballs in campaign rhetoric for the past few months, but a couple of large items have been left conspicuously out of frame.

While they lament the current administration’s willingness to print money with no end in sight, each of the candidates has studiously avoided explaining why the previous Republican White House felt secure in doubling the national debt from $5 trillion to $10 trillion over the course of just two terms. The U.S. went from being the world’s largest creditor to the world’s biggest debtor in just eight years of Republican stewardship. How can such a vast increase in taxpayer obligation have occurred under “conservative” stewardship? Those are some really big numbers.

Let’s look at something that also requires a Ph.D. in economics to comprehend — affordable health care insurance. The candidates bewail what they see as the irresponsibility of people in lower tax brackets to sponge off regular taxpayers, like you and me, when they show up in hospital emergency rooms without a valid health insurance policy.

Suppose we are working at a minimum wage job and we get into a traffic accident on the way to work. At $7.21 an hour, we’re earning about $288 a week, or $1,154 a month, pretax. If we had been responsible citizens and budgeted for regular, market rate health insurance, we would be paying $800 to $900 a month for a basic policy. That would leave us about $75 a week, tops, for frivolities like rent, food, children’s education and laundry. Oh, and income tax. The numbers, quite clearly, do not work out.

And it’s not just Republicans. No one, it seems, has a magic bullet for these difficult budget dilemmas. We have more productive capacity, way more, than we know what to do with, period. That’s not an easy problem to resolve, but we can at least focus on the root causes of that monster problem and not continue to bathe ourselves in mind numbing waves of misdirection. In the months to come, let’s hope the Democrats do not also elect, rhetorically, to “blame the cops for the crime rate.”

Paul Williams

Key West

I have yet to hear from any President Obama basher one iota of admission that President Bush plunged America deep into debt. It’s as if there was no other president before President Obama. It’s as if President Bush did not start two foreign wars and lower taxes on the Richliklans, something no other president, not even a Richliklan president, had ever dreamed of doing. All I hear from President Obama bashers, I get plenty of perjured political and religious forwards bashing him, is they will vote for any Richliklan candidate who ends up with the nomination, no matter who he is (no she’s in sight this year). It’s their religion to vote against President Obama. It’s their fanaticism.

While I do not hold a PhD in economics, I do hold a B.A. in economics from Vanderbilt University. I minored in business administration. I later worked a few years for a fairly large Alabama corporation, by Alabama standard. I learned you don’t spend money you do not have. You do not borrow money you cannot repay. Not if you want to remain in business. Not if you want to stay out of the US Bankruptcy Court. But there’s the rub. While US citizens and corporations and the states and municipalities have to live within their means, Uncle Sammy does not. He does not, quel dommage, have to worry about the US Bankruptcy Court or being homeless, because he can borrow money and raise taxes – translates, he can counterfeit US greenbacks, which is a prison offense for anyone else. It once was a capital offense, equivalent to treason.

Imagine if Uncle Sammy, be he Richliklan or Demoncrat, or whatever, had to live within his means. Imagine what that would do to Washington, D.C. Imagine what that would do to every US Representative and Senator. Imagine what that would do to every US President. Why, it would cause them to be FISCALLY RESPONSIBLE. It would cause them to give up all of their petty pet screw all the US taxpayers but their home constituents schemes. It would cause them to stop voting for deficit spending. It would cause them to stop waging wars for which there is no money to pay the troops and arms manufacturers and oil and chemical companies which enable Uncle Sammy to wage those wars. It would cause them to stop paying for Uncle Sammy’s overseas military bases. It would cause them to stop subsidizing Israel. It would be the end of foreign aid. It would be the end of corporate tax breaks and bailouts. It would be the end of oil depletion allowances and R & D write-offs. It would be the end of private school subsidies. It would be the end of farm subsidies. It would be the end of all bailouts. It would be the end of THE RICHLIKLANS AND THE DEMONCRATS.

The Richiliklans religiously forget the big river in Africa, when they blame President Obama for all the corporate bailouts President Bush invented. Oh, but bailing out Detroit and Wallstreet and big banks was the American thing to do, it was patriotic, thus it was not a bailout – it was national defense, homeland security. It was mom’s apple pie. De Nilists have such short memories. Even as they rightly, I think, attack President Obama’s mandatory national health insurance plan, for which an article in The Citizen today indicates questions from the US Supremes do not bode well. Seems one of the Supremes wants to know if a national law can be passed requiring Americans to eat brocoli, or beets, or corn bread? Or whatever. What does Uncle Sammy intend to do to Americans who, as Paul Williams asks, cannot pay into his national health care plan? Are they arrested and sent to prison? Are their bank accounts seized? Are their wages garnished? What idiot mind dreamt this up?

I spent some time in Costa Rica in 2000. I learned Costa Rica has universal health care. The total cost to me was about $29 for getting logged into their records. All the rest was free. Perhaps $10,000 in medical treatment, including surgery, drugs, aftercare, from being torn up by a German shepherd. And I wasn’t even a Costa Rican. I was a white gringo, who did not even hablas Espanol, which is the Costa Rican language. Now how could that happen, that I was treated for free? If you can’t figure it out, you must be a Richliklan or a Demoncrat. You could not be a Paulian. No way could you be a Paulian, because a Paulian already would have shouted because Costa Rica has NO MILITARY!!! And there you are, folks. There is the reason America is so SNAFU’d economically. It spends more money on its military than all the other countries in the world combined spend on their military. Ron Paul would bring all the troops home. As would I, were I El Presidente. We will need them all home soon enough anyway, to defend Americans from Americans.

Meanwhile, to the Richliklans who keep sending me forwards bashing President Obama for letting in wetbacks who do not speak English, while ignoring how many wetbacks who did not speak English President Bush let into Texas when he was its governor because Texas’ economy would be bankrupt if it did not let in wetbacks to do all the low-paying hard sweaty jobs Americans won’t do. To the Richliklans who don’t want anyone in America but natural born American citizens who speak natural born American English, do you have a clue what would happen to the national economy if you get your way? Are you going to do the low-paying hard sweaty jobs the wetbacks are doing? Of course you are not going to do those jobs. You are going to export them to China and Indonesia and Mexico, where your NAFTA factories are because the labor is so cheap. You are so De Nile’d up that you don’t even remember your mother and father’s first names. So, instead of embarrassing you by asking you what their first names are, let me ask you what Uncle Sammy will do to Americans who cannot afford his mandatory health insurance? Right, deport them for unAmerican activity.

Don’t ask me what the cure is for $4 a gallon regular gasoline. I have no clue what the cure for that is. Nor does anyone else. Perhaps, hmmm. Sorry, nothing comes to me other than walking, riding bicycles and horses, or donkeys. Wonder how my Vanderbilt economics professors and Kappa Alpaha Order white-supremacist Christian fraternity brothers would cotton to that?

For how Uncle Sam’s lunacy bleeds down into the alleged capitol of the Asteroid Belt, here is a link to Sandy Downs’ and my Key West Tree Commission interview with Matt Gardi on Konknet a while back. It’s about a 5-minute download on my laptop.

Download the file – Naked Conch_031612_Sloan_Sandy Downs.mp3

Sloan Bashinsky
keysmyhome@hotmail.com

God – Catch 22 of all Catch 22s

I turned in last night thinking I would publish today on stuff I had discussed online yesterday with other people. My dreams during the night seemed to be about something else altogether, but what?
 
On waking, I went online and found this email, which included the writer’s note to me and the text of the two letters to the editor in today’s Citizen. This writer was up really early this morning. I tend not to publish someone’s name or email address, who is not a public figure. Sometimes I make exceptions, but not here.
 
Date: Tue, 27 Mar 2012 03:31:33 -0400
To: keysmyhome@hotmail.com
Subject: _____________ has forwarded a page to you from KeysNews.com
From:
___________@mail.com
 
_____________ thought you would like to see this page from the KeysNews.com web site. Message from Sender:  

Dear Mr. Sloan Bashinsky:

I have followed you through your writings, voting for you at each political juncture along your journey. You are not alone…

Who is this man John Donnelly? Where does he come from? Why does he state his thoughts so forcibly in The Citizen? It might be better for him if he learned to tone down his passion and emotion.

Mr. Donnelly may have some good ideas that could be explained in an interesting manner. However, the way he writes is frightening. Why does he have to say things the way that he does? People may want to listen, but sometimes they are scared off. He’s a person that shouldn’t waste his abilities. Perhaps you would say something to him.

Thank you for your insight and beauty. Blessings to you, always.

_____________

Letters to the editor

Don’t let demagogues tell you how to think

David Carter stated his beliefs, and those of the Republican candidates, very clearly in his letter of March 20. Let me quote it: “An immoral society cannot be free, but must be controlled. Since freedom is necessary that we may live God’s will for us, what works against us?”

If you believe that you are an immoral society, as Carter does, if you believe that you must be controlled, as Carter does, if you believe that you know “God’s will,” as Carter does, then, by all means join him in voting Republican. That is their vision for you. The formerly moderate business-oriented Republican Party has been taken over by those who are obsessed with controlling how you live, as Carter clearly states. Just observe how the Republican candidates have been falling all over themselves to declare their hatred of the evil known as contraception. In Carter’s world you do not decide, they decide for you.

It is a sad commentary on the state of education in our country, at least in Alabama and Mississippi, that polls taken by Public Policy Polling demonstrated the abysmal ignorance of the voters. In March, 45 percent of Alabama Republicans questioned responded that President Obama is a Muslim while 41 percent responded that they were not sure. In other words, 86 percent did not know the answer to a simple question about the president of the United States. Only 14 percent understand that the president is a Christian, which has been reported constantly for many years. In Mississippi it was even worse. In Mississippi only 12 percent of Republican voters got it right.

Lack of intellectual curiosity and reliance upon demagogue spokesmen for pre-digested opinions have brought many Americans into an era where majorities of our citizens do not have even the basic information necessary to make an informed decision. Free will carries with it the responsibility to use the reasoning ability that God has given to us. If we don’t use it then our decisions will be made for us by people like David Carter. God forbid!

Michael Larson

Key West

Reveling in acts of war defiles us as humans

Killing other human beings is an unnatural act. It’s incongruent with the self-actualizing potential that is harbored within each person. The adrenalin surge accompanying an individual’s initial battlefield success is a delusional thrill that heightens a baser animal instinct, which subtly draws the victor into the abysmal depths of darkness.

The government’s training and indoctrination, highlighting the necessity of taking another’s life, soon wears off, exposing the grotesque reality that is concealed behind such rhetoric.

I’m not familiar with anyone who has successfully transitioned themselves from being a formidable killer back into civilian life without any hitches.

Recently, I witnessed a strong, handsome and intelligent member of the Armed Forces, 25 years of age, melt down on his newly acquired civilian job. Having served five successive tours of combat duty in Iraq and Afghanistan, much of his humanity and soul had been sucked out of him. The emotions that he had repressed were raw. The deep pain and suffering that haunted this man were clearly evident.

Consoling him, I learned that he had been abruptly discharged from the service because of a psychological disorder. Having been wounded in combat, he experienced a breakdown while undergoing physical therapy.

His goal was to be hired by a civilian contractor who was providing mercenary type services in a forward combat area. He assured me that the previous success he had killing the enemy of the day would guarantee him a significant salary increase.

A culture and nation that revels in war defiles its civilization. Its evolving violent nature will inevitably erupt and turn upon itself. Slaughtering children and innocent civilians, who are always exponentially murdered in our extended warring escapades, is a special type of genocide.

A dumbed-down electorate, debased and corrupted by its own piggishness and self-interest, has gotten, for the most part, the type of government that it deserves. A decadent corner has been turned in America. We shall either move toward the light, or continue to grasp the miserable strands of a life riddled with fear, contempt and self-absorption.

John Donnelly

Key Largo

 
First, I think both letters above are level and make good points.
 
On President Obama’s religion, I never thought he was Muslim. But I didn’t think he was a follower of Jesus, either, even though he said he was a Christian. If Obama had stuck with Jeremiah Wright, who, in my opinion, had America pretty well sized up, I would have felt very differently about Obama. But he jettisoned Wright when he became a political liability, even though Wright had been his minister for a long time, all that long time Obama knew Wright’s views on America, God, etc.
 
I was told in a dream before Obama beat out Hillary Clinton for the Democrat nomination, that he had the potential to be the Anti-Christ. I came to see he was a chameleon and there was nothing reliable about him, except he was a chameleon. When he accepted the Nobel Peace Prize, without any justification, even as he waged the two wars of his warmonger Republican predecessor, I wondered how even his staunchest supporters did not go berserk against it? I was as put out with them, as I was with their chameleon leader, who seemed to have won the prize simply because he was only half white.
 
I have followed the Republican candidates this year on the evening TV news. Only one mostly appeals to me: Ron Paul. The most politically savvy and entertaining is Newt Gingrich. Mitt Romney strikes me as pretty level-headed, for a Republican. Rick Santorum scares the hell out of me because he clearly thinks he has God on his side. He is only a slightly toned-down version of NRA Sarah Palin, neither of whom, in my opinion, have a clue who Jesus was, or was about.
 
I think I recall meeting John Donnelly at a candidate forum or two on Key Largo, and I have seen some of his letters to the editor in The Citizen, but I don’t know him or where he came from before he lived in the Keys. I recall thinking he was really wound up in what he wrote to The Citizen, and I think I replied in a post to one of his letters to the editor. Perhaps, like many Americans, Donnelly is frightened, even terrified, and is doing the best he knows how to deal with it. Not that I think he is having any effect.
 
I personally think America turned a new corner toward the dark side when it invaded South Vietnam, and has been headed deeper into the oblivion with increased velocity ever since. Alas, I feel it is even broader than that. As, I wrote in yesterday’s post, re George Clooney’s co-produced documentary film on child sex trafficking in America: “I said what is in the film indicates the state of humanity, the problem is very old and is world-wide. There is no solution. Connie said, like the fall of Rome. I said, like the fall of humanity.”
 
When I was younger, I tended to look at a few trees and not at the forest (big picture). As time and gravity and life wore me down, ground me to bits, then to dust, I started looking at the forest more than at a few trees. I saw the entire forest was on fire, but only a few trees were being treated, and then not very well. I don’t have a solution for saving the forest, as it looks doomed to me.
 
These different battles I get involved in, in the Keys, in Alabama, in the national or international political scenes. Do I think it is making any difference? No. At least not in saving the forest from burning down. Perhaps I reach someone, and that person changes. Perhaps I change, and am closer to God. Perhaps not. I speak often of God and God’s will, but I have no clue what is God’s will for me, other than I do what I’m shown to do, if I understand what I’m being shown to do.
 
I do not think it was God’s will that President Bush invade Iraq, and later Afghanistan. I do not think it was God’s will that President Obama continue either war, or that he accept the Nobel Peace Prize. I do not think it was God’s will that either of them be President. I think putting “under God” into the Pledge of Allegiance was the height of national arrogance and stupidity. It also put America to living by a higher standard than all other countries not claiming to be under God.
 
To my knowledge, two countries make that claim: America and the Vatican. Birds of a feather?
 
Islam claims to be the only true religion, even though its different sects can’t even agree. The Vatican makes the same claim, even though it does not even represent all Catholics. The Protestants make the same claim, even though their different sects don’t agree. The Jews claim they are God’s chosen people, but look how it’s gone for them.
 
Look at what Americans did to Africans and the Native Americans, even as they signed the Declaration of Independence and declared all men – forget women, and it was all white men – were invested with certain unalienable rights, among which were life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness. And, unsaid, anyone who stood in way of that did not have those rights.
 
What was the difference between what those Americans and their successors did to Africans and the Native Americans, and what the Nazis and Stalinists later did to the Jews? I don’t see any difference. Does America have karma for what it did to Africans and Native Americans? For sure. Can the karma be avoided. Not a chance. As you sow, so shall you reap, Jesus explained in the Gospels.
 
I dunno. Maybe if every person on this planet was treated to what is dished out to me every day and night by angels I more and more am thinking do not like me but have been given orders to put up with me, but not in a kindly way, then perhaps this species would turn around. But perhaps it would commit mass suicide.
 
Meanwhile, I get up each day and try to do what is in front of me in the way I hope does not cause the angels to beat me up again. So far, I am not getting high marks on the spiritual FCAT, based on the beatings I keep receiving. What possesses Christians, Muslims, Jews, New Agers, anyone, to want to have anything to do with God is a mystery to me. Yet, the alternative is far worse. The Catch-22 of all Catch-22s.
 
Cheers!
 
Sloan
 

Major Bashinsky death post fallout …

In the spring of 2001, the angels sent me from Key West to Helen, Georgia, to spend the summer. Shortly after arriving there, I met a fellow named Davis Broadway, who was born and raised in Montgomery, Alabama, and attended the University of Alabama. On graduating, he went into the Alabama National Guard and attended a basic training camp in Texas, as did my brother Major. Davis and Major became good friends. Davis and I had many conversations about Major, and when Major went missing and I started writing about that at my websites, Davis chimed in that I had Major sized up pretty well. Davis replied to yesterday’s spiritual terrorism and other follies post as follows:

SLOANISHKY MY MAN… CIOLINO P.I. IS TOTALLY OFF THE WALL ABOUT HIS SUPPOSITIONS ETC. OF MAJOR’S DEATH. OBVIOUSLY AS YOU AND OTHERS HAVE STATED, HIS STATEMENT ” PEOPLE DON’T TIE THEMSELVES UP WHEN THEY COMMIT SUICIDE UNLESS THEY WANT TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE A NATURAL DEATH” DOESN’T MAKE SENSE. I CAN SEE MAJOR GRINNING IN HIS FINAL MOMENTS THINKING HE HAD STAGED THE PERFECT MURDER SCENE… HIS VANITY WOULD HAVE PREVAILED (SAVED HIM) IF HE THOUGHT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN RULED A SUICIDE AND HE WOULD STILL BE WITH US!

Reply to yesterday’s post, from an Alabama lawyer amigo, who for many years was the lead defense lawyer in his city’s Public Defender office. He represented clients charged with the most serious offenses, including death penalty offenses. Hawkman also felt Major’s death was self-inflicted, before the county coroner and city police department concluded it was suicide made to look like murder.

Sloan,

One overreaching fact regarding the Birmingham Police Department and any other PD such at Mountain Brook or Jefferson County Sheriff’s Office is that there are homicide detectives who would give their “eyeteeth” to have a homicide like Major’s to break a murder case. While some of these guys may be lifers just waiting to retire, there are young Turks, chopping at the bits for the high profile case to make their career. I’ve death with them for about 3-1/2 decades, so I know something about their nature. I know from my experience that there was no “high places” influence to “call off the dogs” to protect the Bashinsky name.

Hawkman

Hi, Mike. Thanks.

From all I heard shortly after Major went missing, and from the extensive records the FBI sent to me on the case, the FBI also was deeply involved in the investigation. I remain of the view, however, that the Birmingham News was gotten to re anything to do with me, and I remain of the view the News did a lousy job of reporting when the coroner and police department issued their pretty much joint suicide determination. Up till then, the News was all over the case.

I told mi amiga Sandy Downs, the same model rare pistol found in the golf course pond, which was “under glass” in my father’s home, pretty much eliminated his widow having anything to do with it. She might as well have left her fingerprints on the pistol in the pond. As I wrote, it would be like Major to obtain the same model rare pistol, since his father had one. Which, it sure looked to me, was pretty convincing evidence Major shot himself in the pond, or perhaps someone he trusted did it.

What puzzled me, which should have puzzled the Birmingham News, I saw no mention of fingerprints on the pistol in any law enforcement records, nor in the coroner’s report, nor in anything reported by the Birmingham News. Nor any mention of fingerprints on anything at the crime scene. Would long immersion in water eliminate fingerprints Mr. former Public Defender?

Sloan

Sloan,

I’ll have to check on the fingerprints question. I do know that when the prosecution/cops wanted to make a point of fingerprints, it was said that fingerprints could be taken off a corpse that had been in water for a protracted period. But if they should have tested for prints and didn’t have any or couldn’t match the defendant’s, they would testify you couldn’t get them off a clean piece of furniture. In more recent years, the whole idea of fingerprints as solid evidence has come under overdue scrutiny and now you can get experts saying its junk science. It is odd no mention was made. I will make some inquiries about a gun in water.

Hawkman

I told Sandy last night, for Major’s sake, and for the sake of many people, Major could not be allowed to get away with it.

From Sancho Panza yesterday:

Hey Sloan… you said that: “I was, still am, Major’s brother and his keeper. I hope he is in a more peaceful place now, but I fear he still has a way to go before he gets there. I could make some suggestions re what he might do, but have not been asked by him to do so.”

You mean that there are things that people can “do” after they blow their brains out, or hang themselves like your hero the judge? I mean, where do you go to get punished then… if there is always something else that one can do to make amends even after this life? You are sort of undermining the whole Religion as Salvation Racket!

But now… just between us old farts…. you don’t really have conversations with the dearly departed… you just mean that you dream about them and you interpret the dream(s) according to things that may be happening around you at the time?! Sort of like tapping into an epiconcious realm of awareness where all memories and connections maybe permanently recorded… and that may include feelings and nonverbal impressions… might even include the “consciousness” of the 100 trillion strong symbionts that share your being.

I replied:

Major did not cease to exist, he merely left his human body. I get very little about him in dreams. When my father died, I heard in a dream, “Chips going to heaven.” Chips, I took to mean Golden Flake potato chips, my father. Then, he came to me in a dream and said he had not gotten to do all he wanted to do, and I awoke knowing he was asking for my help. I grumbled, yeah, because he didn’t want to take care of it. Then came the things he’d left undone, and I tried to take care of them, but it ended up all I could do was make some changes in my own estate plan.

Was that really my father, or an angel posing as him? Does it matter? My father comes to me in a dream perhaps every two weeks. Major comes to me in lots of dreams, but not about his business. Lots of people come to me in dreams, with advice, clues.

Tiger Woods in the past two days came to me in two dreams, which I figured out and applied to something in my waking life. One dream resulted in my putting the new page on Major onto goodmorningbirmingham.com. Then, today I was told in a Tiger dream to go down to Key West to something I didn’t want to attend on child sex trafficking, nor did I feel up to going anywhere. Probably good I went, though; probably will do a post on it tomorrow for the two Keys websites. Perhaps will put it on the Bham website, too. Seems pretty important. Where do your gut microbes fit into that cosmology?

The judge who blew his brains out was old, his body was worn out and not functioning well, he had two artifical legs below the knees since he was 15, his beloved wife of maybe 50 years had died in his arms of a cerebral hemorrhage maybe 10 years before. He had lived an exemplary life. He was revered by probably thousands. If he had been a Cherokee Indian in 1700, before white people brought their religion to Alabama, he would have separated himself from the tribe and gone into the forest to die and let the animals have his remains. He was part Cherokee, I think.

You sometimes say things, which really could come back in karma spades on you. You speak about things about which you have had no experience, as if you are an expert.

There are things Major can do.

He could visit his four children in dreams, and start the healing they very badly need. Same with his wife, the mother of his two younger children. He could visit his and my sister. He could visit the Legal Schnauzer fellow and straighten him out.

Once we cross over, we are apprised of our impending life review, which we experience, for the most part, from the other people’s side in their dealings with us in this life. We see, hear and feel from inside their skin. It’s a fast-forward thing, not all that long in spirit time, but perhaps pretty long in human time. It’s not elective, but the time is not fixed for doing it. Some souls take a while to get around to it; some souls do it in steps; some plunge in and do it quickly. Then, the next stage of the journey begins, which the departed’s soul/spirit, now “up to speed”, gets to participate in designing.

I wrote to my father about that from Mauritius in June 2000, and said he could do the life review, or part of it, in this life. I figured he would take the letter as yet another positive proof I was nuts, as it goes squarely against Christian theology, but is not all that antagonistic to the Catholic version of purgatory. Where does your gut microbe God fit into that cosmology? No doubt, gut microbes have a part in the unfolding drama, but I seriously doubt they are running the show. I knew when I wrote that letter to my father that I was getting life review before I died. Most of it very unfun. It started in August 1988. It’s still underway.

Yeah, I know there is no way I can prove anything I wrote above. Nor can I prove Major killed himself. But he did, and what other people believe does not change that. Belief is only belief. It does not determine reality, but it can influence how it plays out for the believer while still in human form. Once on the other side, though, belief is obliterated in favor of what is, and the life review is a major part of the obliteration.

Ciao

Sancho replied to mine:

On 3/25/2012 7:16 PM, sloan bashinsky wrote:
Yeah, I know there is no way I can prove anything I wrote above. Nor can I prove Major killed himself. But he did, and what other people believe does not change that. Belief is only belief. It does not determine reality, but it can influence how it plays out for the believer while still in human form. Once on the other side, though, belief is obliterated in favor of what is, and the life review is a major part of the obliteration.

Ciao

I guess that says it all! Hey, thanks for your thoughtful response… I hope that you are right about the other side! :-)

Also received this yesterday, from a Birmingham ex pat living in Lousiana:

Hey Sloan – read your post and have to say it’s wow – pretty heavy. Easy to understand the conflicted feelings/hauntings. Not something that can readily be put to rest.

I replied:

Hi, Scottie. Yeah, heavy. Perhaps more tomorrow. And something plenty heavy down here, too, perhaps for tomorrow also. Feel like I swallowed Chernobyl. Sloan

The heavy down here can be reached by clicking on this link: child sex trafficking – Florida Keys inquiry, which is supposed to take you to Today’s FlaKey Drivel at goodmorningfloridakeys.com.

 sloanbashinsky@hotmail.com

 

child sex trafficking inquiry

Received this from Connie Gilbert of Key West. She has been on my email hit list for some years now.

Sloan, is that you?!? I was trying to access my email from the botanical garden, where I volunteer every Fri afternoon (it’s verrrry slow at the moment, and my home computer has issues) and this popped up. Did my op ed piece in the Citizen — sometime early Nov., I think — address any of your concerns? My point was that we’re not into fundraisers beyond free will donations at our programs — as the rescreening of George Clooney’s deeply affecting documentary, “Playground”–he’s co-producer–this Sunday 2-4 at Casa Marina. And that money goes to the film distributor, as did most of that which we were given at the Jan. rally at KWHS. I also have secret info that will destroy the “not in the Keys” argument but await permission to reveal it. Tell your folks about “Playground” please! –cg

Hi, Connie.

Didn’t see your op ed piece.

First I’ve heard of “Playground”. Googled it, Clooney, didn’t see anything.

What is the “not in the Keys” argument?

What secret info?

I need to know a lot more.

Sloan

Phone is too primitive but all I’ve got; Clooney co-produced film–please come!–argument is that we’re wrong to pursue issue as it doesn’t happen here. Fear it happens everywhere! Haven’t won back Dennis but I’m still hopeful. Come see the film tomorrow 2-4 at Casa Marina — and we’ll talk–will make copy of op-ed for you.

Sent from my iPhone

Connie

Perhaps State Attorney Dennis Ward, who initially was on Keys Coalition’s board of directors.

I wrote back to Connie:

Might come down to check it out, but I don’t even know what the issue is.

I wrote later:

Spoke with Todd German just now re several things. Then, I asked if he knew what the thing at Casa Marina is about? He said it is a continuation of Tim Gratz’s thing I wrote a good bit about last year.

I wrote not favorably to Tim, nor about the local people letting him throw their names around to promote his cause.

Child sex trafficking is horrible. However, I wish you had told me who is behind the Casa Marina event this p.m. That you did not, that you furnished no details, not even an explanation of the subject, after I told you I needed a lot more, disturbs me, Connie. As does your lending your name to Tim Gratz.

I told Todd I don’t need to see a documentary to know how bad this problem is, but it is not a problem the Keys currently face. Even so, I might get nudged to come down there later today, to observe how Gratz is going about it now, and perhaps to report on that, as well as the film.

Sloan

Connie replied:

Sorry for silence, but computer has been down and this is the first I’ve gotten to mail since yesterday. Hope this afternoon allayed some concerns. Tim is overenthusiastic and not socially/PR savvy, but his heart’s in the right place; he’s also very bright and devoted to the cause. Pls suspend judgment for a bit.

Sent from my iPhone

Connie

 

I, Sloan, felt horrible yesterday, and spent much of the day in bed, napping. Didn’t want to go anywhere, but in my third nap, Tiger Woods came to me in a dream and by the time the dream was over and I was waking up again, feeling mostly dead, I understood I was to go down to the Keys Coalition event.

I arrived about 2:45, the movie was showing. Someone handed me a sign-up sheet, which I said I would not sign because I did not want my name on it being shown around later, implying I was recommending Keys Coalition.

I watched about fifteen minutes of the film. It was about really bad stuff, both sex trafficking and sexual child abuse, which are related but not the same thing. The different stories were horrible, but there was too much and I was wearing out fast. Several people left, who were there when I arrived. I went over to Connie and said it was too much, they were running people away with the movie about something I thought everyone there already knew about. I asked her to go outside with me, which she did.

I said what is in the film indicates the state of humanity, the problem is very old and is world-wide. There is no solution. Connie said, like the fall of Rome. I said, like the fall of humanity. The Keys Coalition woman Connie was working with, sorry her name escapes me, came out and said Tim had stopped the movie and was talking. We went back inside.

Tim seemed sincere. He described efforts to get legislation passed in Florida to make it a crime to advertise/promote child pornography/sex trafficking online. He said they were trying to get other legislation passed, allowing victims sue the people who lured them into it.

I said there might be federal/state interstate law conflicts, and in any event, better to get a federal law passed to stop the online promotion. Put the perps in prison. I said a law allowing for civil damage lawsuits against perps was not a good idea because it would lure young people to get involved in sex trafficking so they could later file suit and collect big damages.

A woman in the audiences said she was a clinical social worker, and when she lived in Ohio, I think was the state she said, they passed laws against this sort of thing up there. It looked great on paper, but in effect and enforcement, nothing came of it. She said it is well known that girls who run away from home tend to get into sex trafficking. She did not sound enthusiastic about making much headway.

One segment of the film spoke of the Stockholm syndrome. Kids who get involved with sex traffickers end up liking and wanting to protect them. Make prosecution nigh to impossible.

Someone said kids in foster homes get sexually abused.

I said sexual abuse is widespread.

There was discussion of the 211 help line and the 1-888-3737-888 hotline. I said a local hotline is needed for sex trafficking and sexual abuse.

I suggested they forget about Florida and the rest of the US, and focus their efforts on trying to keep child sex trafficking out of the Keys.

They did not produce any evidence yesterday of child sex trafficking in the Keys. The one case Connie had raised in her email, Tim said at the meeting involved an 18-year old girl in Key West, who had escaped from someone she was working for. Perhaps she was lured in when she was a minor.

I left the meeting with Jenna Stauffer, who had been introduced during the meeting as a television journalist with local channels 19 and 77. I told her people who get involved in causes such as this need to be very careful, because often it is about them. I said Connie and I both had to be very careful, because we both were molested in childhood. I was trained not to project my wounding into causes that resembled my wounding, but it was hard for Connie not to do that, as is it hard for anyone not to do that, including me.

That is similar to the Stockholm syndrome. A cause comes along, which is about what happened to us, and we jump in all the way because it is ourselves we are trying to save. I wish I could save every child from what I saw in that movie, but I know I cannot, and I frankly see no way to do much about it.

I knew yesterday that I was being taken once again into when I molested my younger sister, when I was 15, about which I wrote in posts a few months ago. I also knew I was being taken back into my mother molesting me. I thought child sex trafficking is horrible, but it is no worse than child molestation, which is far more common, to the extent it dwarfs child sex trafficking. Laws on the books have not stopped child molestation, and they will not, I don’t think, stop child sex trafficking, which is not limited to girls and young women. Young boys and young men are involved, too, although not as much.

Received these emails last night from Connie:

So glad you attended and all the points you raised were very good and I am considering them.

I am going to forward some things for your review.

One of the best anti-trafficking organizations that fights trafficking is the Polaris Project which runs the National Hotline. Your idea about a local hotline was interesting. The point about the Polaris number is that their operators are so well-trained.’

Here is a link to the Polaris Project:

http://www.polarisproject.org/

Attached is a copy of the laws passed in Washington state to criminalize posting sex ads for minors. Connecticut is considering a very similar law,
But we would agree it needs to be done on a federal level.

Here is a link to a news article on the proposed Connecticut law:

http://www.rep-am.com/articles/2012/03/25/news/connecticut/doc4f675bc24a912636573225.txt

Note that it has a potential penalty of ten years in prison.

Here ia a link to the story about the Key West man held for trafficking.

The victim was not a minor but clearly held against her will.

http://www.examiner.com/strange-news-in-national/florida-key-s-man-derrick-wilson-charged-with-sex-trafficking

Should you decide to write on the Coalition, it is interesting but coincidental that this arrest occurred only two days before our meeting.

PS asked Tim to send you e-copy of my op-ed.

Sent from my iPhone

Connie

Don’t want to swamp you with e-mails so I will try to make this the last.

1. We agree I think that a priority ought to be the passage of a federal law making it a crime to knowingly or recklessly advertise a minor for sex on the internet..
We agree that those who do so ought to be jailed. I know that a county organization has little “clout”. I am working on pulling together a group of national or regional sntti-trafficking groups that will advocate such a change, for the next Congress.

2. You made a very interesting point that if minor victims of trafficking sold on the Internet are permitted to sue it might encourage girls to enter “the game” just so they could sue. No one else had raised this point before. I will think about it and circulate it to others who had been supporting the idea.

3. I agree with you that a primary goal should be prevention. One of the ways of accomplishing this might be identifying children who are at risk and getting them help. In fact, Rabbi Duda made this point at a meeting last November. If the point is helping troubled young people that becomes a meritorious objective in itself. Other than church groups, I am not sure if any social service agency in Monroe County performs this function. There is a very good but lengthy paper called to the effect “Treating Trafficking” as a health care issue. I’ll send it to you but only if you request.

Nicholas Kristof has been an advocate against child sex trafficking both internationally and domestically for years. In fact my interest in this was sparked by a piece he wrote for the NY Times that was reprinted in the Citizen.

Here is a recent piece he wrote about the internet marketing of young girls:

http://www.nytimes.com/2012/01/26/opinion/how-pimps-use-the-web-to-sell-girls.html?_r=1

Totally agree with you that the people authorizing this stuff for economic gain deserve imprisonment.

———————————-

It probably is no consolation to people who were sexually molested in childhood, or were lured into child sex trafficking, but I can say for a fact that I was not allowed to get away with what I did to my sister. I was given an affliction that destroyed my life, as I knew it. Eventually, everyone who abuses a child is tried, convicted and sentenced, if not in this life, then in the hereafter. As Jesus said in the Gospels, woe be unto anyone who harms even a hair on the head of a child.

I found myself thinking last night, as important as prevention of child sex trafficking in the Keys is, providing counseling to children, and also to adults, who were sexually molested or involved in sex trafficking is just as important. The soul wounding in such people is horrific. It really cannot be resolved by human therapeutic methods, but it can be alleviated some, and that can open the door to angelic healing, such as I received, such as I have seen a few women I have known well receive.

Such healing is not of this world and is not easy. In fact, it is anything but easy. And in moments, it is terrifying, as the worse of the trauma is emotionally relived in steps, until it is all relived. I told the clinical social worker after the meeting yesterday, I once was married to a clinical social worker and learned a lot from her. I did not say, after she was done teaching me what she knew, the angels taught me a good bit more, and they used me as their patient teaching model.

Sloan

sloanbashinsky@hotmail.com

spiritual terrorism and other follies

on the beach

Yesterday, I put up a new page at this website re my brother Major’s death in March 2010:

Major Bashinsky – Legal Schnauzer v. Bash, Jefferson County Coroner and Birmingham Police Department

But not without plenty of struggle.

I felt my dreams said I should create that page, which I did. Then, I had terrible dreams and removed it. Then, I had dreams causing me to think I should put it up again, which I did. Then, I had awful dreams and took it down again. Then, I had more dreams causing me to to think I should put it up again, which I did. The ordeal took three days, I felt poisoned the whole time, and was terrified. Terrified to leave it up, terrified not to leave it up. My dreams last night were easier, very old business being put to bed.

I told Sandy Downs, who ran for sheriff down here in 2008, all the while I was writing into the Rutgers gay hate crime conviction, I was writing privately to a blogger in Birmingham, Legal Schnauzer, who keeps publishing articles challenging the coroner and police’s suicide conclusion in Major’s case. Because Major was bi-sexual, which lay at the root of his suicide, I understood the Rutgers case was my cue to engage Legal Schnauzer.

Sandy said she remembered back when I first put up posts about Major going missing, she wondered why I was writing he had killed himself and had tried to make it look like someone else had done it, before his body was even found and he was confirmed dead? She said when the coroner and police finally came to the same conclusion, people were terrified of me. She said people cannot deal with someone who knows stuff no one else knows.

Sandy said, if someone had killed Major and had wanted it to look like murder and not suicide, there would have been no doubt whatsoever it was murder. To that I add, if someone had wanted to send a message to the rest of the Bashinskys, there would have been no doubt whatsoever it was murder.

It said the same thing happened after I learned from dreams I and my then two best men friends had, that I had an older half brother by my father. That led to the end of what already was my father’s and my fragile relationship and, I’m pretty sure, contributed to my daughters shutting me out of their lives.

I cannot imagine how people in Birmingham and Alabama, after learning of my view of what had happened to Major, and then learning the coroner and police department later arrived at the same conclusion, did not believe Major killed himself. There could not have been a louder AMEN from God.

Major Bashinsky – Legal Schnauzer v. Bash, Jefferson County Coroner and Birmingham Police Department

comprehensively covers Major’s death, and, hopefully, is the last I ever will write about it.

That page is more representative of the kind of work I did before being sent to the Keys in late 2000, than is the Keys intrigue in which I tend to get tangled. A piece of which, perhaps as comic relief, is a recent email exchange with Deer Ed of the Coconut Telegraph of bigpinekey.com, reputed to get more traffic than any web page in the Keys, except the Sheriff’s who’s been arrested lately web page.

Hi Sloan,

You don’t think you are getting enough new visitors on your site from the link on the CT. I don’t think you realize that most people return to the CT more than once a week, thousands visit it very day! Those stats are not available on the free stat software that E uses. I used a paid version that breaks it down further than just the number of unique visitors.

I don’t think I ever mentioned this info about stats.

Ta, ta

Deer Ed

I replied:

Your higher stats on visits to my sites very well might be more realistic than what E provides. Don’t know what the stats on my sites are for quite a while.

I found myself thinking maybe yesterday, CT readers who really were interested in what I write, probably not a lot of them, came to my Keys websites after I stopped your and my arrangement; and the other CT readers didn’t really matter.

Seems really egotistical of me to pay you money so I can try to lure your readers to my sites, which take no paid ads, sell no products but a worse-selling novel which, so far, has produced maybe $25 in author’s royalties, and on which sites anything is free for the picking. While at the same time, I pay you for me to lure readers to your CT, which takes paid ads and advertises your pirate enterprise.

A few months ago, you told your readers you would never kick me off the CT, you liked my writings; you wished you had more writers like me, but didn’t see that happening. Would seem, therefore, you would give me the link over to the full goodmorning posts, which usually do not work on the CT format. Otherwise, I would send you the full posts to publish like you do From The Right. Does he pay you?

Paying you for the link to the full posts at my sites made some sense when I ran for office, but I did not run in 2010, and, so far, it does not seem I will run this year. If I have my way, I won’t run again. If I’d had my way, I would not have run the last five times, and most likely youse and mese would not have met and I would not have published anything on the CT, and maybe I wouldn’t have any websites.

The raving raven stalked me to goodmorningfloridakeys.com after I left the CT. I published a few of his and my back and forths in the comments section of that site. Then, I told him no mas until he provided his human name and proved it was him. I told him that I fixed it so all his comments at gmfk.com went into spam, where I would not read them, and if he emailed me and the email did not begin with his human name, I would not read it. Nothing more from him, so far.

That’s the other problem. I cannot financially support a site which encourages anonymous attacks on other people, which the CT does.

If you wish, treat this as a comment from Sloan to the CT.

Sloan

sloanbashinsky@hotmail.com

 

Rutgers gay hate crime post fallout …

 

Jesus apprenends the homosexual man, Paul, persecutor of Christians, on the road to Damascus …
 
 
Pretty much agree with you, Sloan, except for one thing: it’s perfectly normal for college roommates to have an agreement on privacy for romantic trysts.

Truthfully, this probably would have turned out similarly had Clementi been straight, and had a girl over, except instead of only “peeping” for a few seconds, the romantic events in their entirety may have been viewed over the iChat connection. It was most definitely an invasion of privacy.

And although I agree that Clementi’s mental state regarding Ravi is questionable, Ravi’s tweets may very well have set off a chain of gay-bashing against Clementi by other people reading them. Not to say that Ravi is responsible for other people’s actions, just that it may have contributed to any issues Clementi already had.

Demosthenes

I replied:

My sense is, what drove Clementi to do what he did was rejection by his mother. Wonder how she’s doing now?

Another reply to yesterday’s post, from a Birmingham fellow named Paul:
Where did you get this one? I NEVER heard anyone say Paul was gay. Paul spoke AGAINST homosexual activity. To reverse the truth is usually called a lie.

I replied:

 
Perhaps Paul protested too much. Jesus never spoke against homosexuality.
 
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++
 
I wrote in quite a few posts that Paul was gay.
 
Yes, he said in one of this letters, don’t recall which, that homosexuality was an abomination, same thing was said, as I recall, in Leviticus. If Jesus had agreed, he certainly had ample opportunity to say so somewhere in the Gospels, don’t you think?
I was shown maybe around 1991 that Paul was homosexual. Consider …

Paul said in one of his letters, don’t recall which, he had a thorn in the flesh, which he had asked the Lord to remove and the Lord had said it would not be removed.

Paul told his the audience in one of his letters, he wished they were like him, celibate. He advised in a letter that men and women didn’t need to be having sex, it caused problems, and there was no need to have children because Christ was returning soon. He didn’t predict that too well, and if Christendom had become celibate, it would have died out in two generations, or so.

Paul wrote in a letter that Christ is to the head of man, as a man is to the head of his wife, and only through her husband could a woman come to Christ. If all of that was so, why did not Jesus say it in the gospels? Paul had serious issues with women, sex – it’s plain in his letters.

When someone strongly condemns something, homosexuality, for example, a seasoned psychiatrist, psychologist, clinical social worker, minister or spiritual healer would instantly wonder if the condemnation was projection. Denial.

Almost certainly, all homophobics are homosexual in soul, if not actually. Same for super aggressive men and women. Saul was homophobic. He was super aggressive. He was a male supremacist. Why modern psychiatry and psychology don’t analyse him puzzles me.

Paul’s writings on sex, the pecking order of men over women, wreaked tremendous unconscious havoc in the soul of the new religion bearing Jesus’ name, and in the soul of people who read what he wrote, or were told of it.

Paul’s teachings led to the Roman branch of Christendom requiring celibacy in its priesthood and nuns. Over that point, the Eastern branch, located in Constantinople, split from the Roman branch. Eastern branch priests can marry, have children.

Jesus and Magdalene were intimate, but you have to read between the lines in the Gospels to see it. Magdalene was the first person Jesus addressed after leaving the tomb. That was intentional. He meant to send a message re who was the most important person to him. Peter was furious, to learn of it, one of the Gospels reports.

Magdalene had publicly washed Jesus’ feet with her hair and tears, and had anointed his feet with precious ointment she could scarce afford. If she did that in public, what did she wash and anoint Jesus with when they were alone?

The celibacy requirement in the Roman branch is the main cause catholic priests molesting children. It is the main cause of Roman nuns and priests violating their vows of celibacy. It is the main cause of alcoholism and other substance abuse, and other forms of mental illness in Roman priests and nuns. Paul created a monster, which his other splendid writings did not balance out.

The Rome branch is the church of Paul, not of Peter, who had his own issues with women, but not the ones Paul impressed on the budding Rome church.

The way I was shown my own internal homosexually occurred around January 1, 1989. In one night, I had several seriously jolting dreams in which a variety of themes played out.

In one dream, a young man and woman are making love, then the woman changes into a young homosexual man, who turns and smiles at me.

In another dream, a big, macho skin-head man is forcing a beautiful woman sitting on a toilet seat in a public bathroom to suck him off, and she looks at me and becomes a young gay man.

The details of the other dreams that night, I don’t now recall, but they were in that genre. A dream the next night showed for sure, the cause was too much male aggression, mostly mental and emotional, inflicted on me in my youth, and now in my behavior toward others.

I was disheveled for weeks afterward, and from time to time I had similar dreams, maybe for two years, before they stopped coming. I took that to mean I had made enough progress not to need those kind of dreams any more, although the internal healing of my seriously damaged female essence was far from over.

I also understood the dreams showed the cause of my intestinal disorder and an earlier homophobia, which was deep and intense.

By maybe 1991, as I said above, I understood Paul, a super Jew aggressor against Christians, all testosterone, was homosexual. It was so crystal clear to me that there was nothing to ponder. Looked to me Paul practiced celibacy to atone for being homosexual.

I imagine any seasoned mental health worker, minister, spiritual healer, shaman, sage, seer, who is not brainwashed by conventional Christendom thinking, has the ability, at least, to say to self, yes, Paul might have been gay; he might have protested too much about homosexuality and sex and men being over women.


Just because someone ends up being a personage of note in the Bible does not erase his humanity and prior tendencies and habits.

I sometimes tell Christians to stop reading and speaking of Paul, and to read and speak only of Jesus in the Gospels, who never made the utterances about homosexuality, sex and male supremacy that Paul made.


I also do that for two more reasons: (1) those Christians seldom speak of Jesus’ living model and teachings, and (2) Jesus, not Paul, is their Lord and Savior. I don’t recall persuading anyone there, either.

It seems Paul is their lord and savior, and only in passing do they give Jesus credit for it, simply because they believe he was the son of God who died for their sins, and in believing that, they are saved and will die and go to heaven and live there for ever, instead of in hell for ever.

If only being saved by Jesus was that easy. Alas, it is not anywhere close to that easy, which Paul very well knew. And the forever part is not correct, either, which Paul seems not to have known.

As the fall of Lucifer and the fall in Eden show, everything is provisional in the Kingdom of God. Everything. But Christendom, as with other religions, has cast much in stone because that feels much safer, when the truth is, it is not safe at all.

Sloan Bashinsky

sloanbashinsky@hotmail.com

 

Rutgers gay hate crime

 

 

Jesus apprehends the gay Saul, persecutor of Christians, on the road to Damascus

Feedback on what I recently reported seeing on the evening TV news re the Rutger’s cyber-stalking/hate crime case, which ended with the young gay man killing himself:

Sloan– In the interest of accuracy I’d like to clarify the info in your column today regarding yesterday’s guilty verdict in the case of the Rutgers Univ.student. You mentioned the bullying had gone on for a year… in fact, the incidents (the convicted student spying on and filming a homosexual encounter between his gay roommate of 3 weeks and another man; the roommate finding out about the invasion of his privacy and committing suicide 3 days later.)

There were 15 charges of which the perpetrator was found guilty, including bias intimidation (a hate crime), invasion of privacy, and witness tampering, among others.

The victim’s first recourse had been to request a change of roommate. The first time law enforcement or any authorities were involved was after the suicide– again, the time span of the whole tragedy was only 3 days.

A reader learning about Key West

I replied:

Thanks for writing. I must have been distracted, but I kept hearing for over a year on the TV news report – perhaps that was about something else in the case? And, the conviction seemed to be breaking news – legal experts were interviewed, one prosecutor said she was surprised at the verdict. There was talk of the perp, of Indian origin, perhaps being deported back to India. Can you elucidate the holes in my ignorance?

The reader learning about Key West replied:

RE: the NJ Rutgers hate crime…Good morning and thank you for responding. I followed this case as a former New Jersey-ite with various threads of interest in the case, via the New York Times and several progressive sources online– Alternet.com; Common Dreams, etc. Do not have site-links at this moment– will try to locate them and send in separate e-mail.

To the best of my knowledge:

Perpetrator, a non citizen, came to US as a child with his parents, is therefore now subject to deportation — has surrendered his passport. His defense centered around the childish pranks of a foolish young man-child (have not put quotes around this, as this is the sense of it, not exact words.). He had been offered a plea bargain which would have included NO jail time (just community service, I believe…), as well as assistance from the prosecutor to avoid deportation. He declined the plea bargain, believing he was not guilty of anything. I think that after serving his time– sentencing next month– he could then be deported. I imagine there are some who would favor simply deporting him immediately. Would this be sufficient punishment? How would he fare in India now? Have not given this enough thought to offer an educated opinion…One argument now– an interesting one–centers on the difference between “hate crimes” and the fact that these same offenses are covered by existing criminal statutes. In this particular case, the invasion of privacy and evidence tampering, without the addition of “hate crime” might NOT have resulted in as long a possible sentence– although I am not sure about this, either- it would depend on NJ’s sentencing guidelines.

In any case, this should be a wakeup call to ALL those who have been caught up in the internet’s philosophy that EVERYTHING is EVERYBODY ELSE’S BUSINESS. We need to return to the basics of communication, which include both openness AND privacy!

I replied, after seeing online that the 19-year-old India native never took US Citizenship, which opened the door to deportation:
Hi, thanks for providing more info.
No sentencing, as of yet?

I had just pulled the Huffington Post article, when you sent the link to it by your later email.

Part of another news post, also pretty well done, more extensive than Huffington, I include below the Huffington report, followed by my ruminations.
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Huffington Post

A timeline of events could be crucial to determining if Dharun Ravi is guilty of bullying and snooping on Tyler Clementi in the so-called “Roommate Webcam Spying” trial. Ravi was hit with a 15-count indictment, including bias intimidation and invasion of privacy, following Clementi’s suicide in Sept. 2010.

Though not charged in Clementi’s death, Ravi’s case hinges on the roommates’ interactions before Clementi jumped from the George Washington Bridge. Ravi used a computer camera to watch Clementi in a romantic encounter with a man, then wrote about it on Twitter. Clementi apparently experienced a range of emotions after he found out about Ravi’s voyeurism. Was it a bad prank, as Ravi’s defense claims, or was it hate crime against a gay roommate, as the prosecution alleges?

Aug. 2010

A week before the start of his freshman year at Rutgers, Dharun Ravi tries to find his future roommate online, according to the New Yorker. After an in-depth Internet search that leads to gay-themed discussion rooms, Ravi, a talented computer whiz, concludes that his roommate is gay.
Aug. 25, 2010
Three days before Clementi starts at Rutgers, he comes out as gay to his family,
ABC News reported. He says to a friend that his father seemed “very accepting,” while his mother seemed “very dismissive.”
Aug. 28, 2010
Ravi and Clementi move into their dorm, Room 30 of Davidson Hall on the campus in New Brunswick, N.J.
Aug. 29, 2010
Ravi messages Jason Tam, a high school buddy, saying, “I think my roommate likes his privacy so I’ve been out of my room.”
Sept. 16, 2010
Clementi texts Ravi to ask for privacy in their room at Davidson Hall. He invites a 25-year-old man, known so far only as “M.B.,” to the dorm.
Sept. 19, 2010
Clementi, expecting another visit from M.B., texts Ravi asking for private use of their room.
9:00 p.m.
After playing ultimate frisbee, Ravi returns to Room 30 in Davidson Hall. He realizes after a short exchange with his roommate that Clementi wanted the room for the entire night.
Ravi goes to the room of Molly Wei, a friend who lived just across the corridor.
9:13 p.m.
Using Wei’s computer, Ravi connects to his computer via iChat. He activates his webcam to see what’s happening in his dorm room. The camera reveals Clementi kissing and embracing M.B. Wei says later they watched for just a few seconds.
9:17 p.m.
Ravi posts the following message to his Twitter account: “Roommate asked for the room till midnight. I went into molly’s room and turned on my webcam. I saw him making out with a dude. Yay.”
Soon after, Wei IMs her boyfriend, Austin Chung, regarding Clementi:
“He’s NICE but he’s kissing a guy right now / like THEY WERE GROPING EACH OTHER EWWW.”
After 10 p.m.
With Ravi out of the room, Wei — now with four other young women — turns the iChat back on. They quickly see Clementi and M.B. with their shirts off and turn the program off again.
M.B. leaves Room 30.
Sept. 20, 2010
During an IM session with Yang, Clementi reportedly indicates that Ravi tweeted about his date with M.B. “But its not like he left the cam on or recorded or anything,” Clementi wrote. “He just like took a five sec peep lol.”
Sept. 21, 2010
2:22 a.m.
Clementi’s mood changes and he posts a message on gay discussion forum Justusboys, asking for advice on how to handle the situation with Ravi:
“I feel like the only thing the school might do is find me another roommate, probably with me moving out…and i’d probably just end up with somebody worse than him…I mean aside from being an asshole from time to time, he’s a pretty decent roommate.”
4:00 a.m.
Clementi requests a room change on the Rutgers housing website.
Late Afternoon
Ravi receives a text from Clementi, asking to have the room to himself from 9:30 p.m. to midnight. Clementi invited M.B. over again.
6:39 p.m.Ravi tweets, as
reported by the Smoking Gun: “Anyone with iChat, I dare you to video chat me between the hours of 9:30 and 12. Yes, it’s happening again.”
7:44 p.m.
In another student’s room with several other people, Ravi checks the iChat connection to his computer.
Later in the evening, Ravi texts a friend from high school, telling her to connect with his computer through iChat. “People are having a viewing party,” he wrote.
Clementi reads Ravi’s tweet from earlier that evening and meets with a resident adviser. He unplugs Ravi’s computer.
9:41 p.m.
Clementi texts Yang, saying, “I was afraid he might have hidden another webcam so I also shut down and turned off the power strip.”
10:19 p.m.
M.B. arrives at Davidson Hall.
11:48 p.m.
Clementi texts Ravi to let him know he can come back in the room, saying “we’re done.”
Midnight
In a formal email to the resident adviser he spoke with earlier, Clementi summarizes the incidents on Sept. 19 and 21 and quotes Ravi’s Twitter account. He writes, “I feel that my privacy has been violated and I am extremely uncomfortable sharing a room with someone who would act in this wildly inappropriate manner.”
Sept. 22, 2010
6:30 p.m.
Clementi takes a university bus to a train station. He heads into New York City, toward the George Washington Bridge.
8:42 p.m.
Clementi posts a status update on Facebook from his phone: “Jumping off the gw bridge sorry.”
8:47 p.m.
Ravi texts Clementi to explain: “I’m sorry if you heard something distorted and disturbing but I assure you all my actions were good natured.”
8:57 p.m.
Ravi sends another text: “I’ve known you were gay and I have no problem with it. In fact one of my closest friends is gay and he and I have a very open relationship. I just suspected you were shy about it which is why I never broached the topic. I don’t want your freshman year to be ruined because of a petty misunderstanding, it’s adding to my guilt. You have a right to move if you wish but I don’t want you to feel pressured to without fully understanding the situation.”
Sept. 28, 2010
Middlesex County prosecutor’s office charge Ravi and Wei with invasion of privacy for the Sept. 19 viewing, and Ravi alone for the Sept. 21 viewing.
Sept. 29, 2010
Clementi’s body is discovered in the Hudson River.
April 20, 2011
Ravi is indicted on charges of bias intimidation, invasion of privacy, witness tampering, and evidence tampering.
May 6, 2011
Wei accepts a plea deal to avoid jail time in favor of 300 hours of community service and some sensitivity counseling. She agrees to cooperate with prosecution in their case against Ravi.
October 20, 2011
Ravi turns down a plea bargain for a three- to five-year sentence.
December 9, 2011
Ravi rejects a second offer: six hundred hours of community service, no jail time.Feb. 21, 2012
Ravi’s
trial begins in New Brunswick, N.J.He faces 10 years in prison.

From the other news report:

Although Clementi may not have noticed the webcam that night, he did see Ravi’s Twitter post the next day. Yet his chats with friend Hannah Yang indicate that he was largely dismissive of the incident:
Yang: I would feel seriously violated
Clementi: like wtf [what] did he think was gonna happen?.
Oh yah I gotcha
When I first read the tweet
I defs felt violated
But then
When I rememberd what actually happened
Idk [I don't know]
Doesn’t seem soooo bad lol
Yang: You guys really need to talk?
Clementi: hahaha
I guess
But its not like he left the cam on or recorded or anything
He just like took a five sec peep lol

He also sought feedback from the online community at Justusboys.
“I feel like the only thing the school might do is find me another roommate, probably with me moving out .. and I’d probably just end up with somebody worse than him … I mean aside from being an a**hole from time to time, he’s a pretty decent roommate,” Clementi wrote in his post.

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My goodness, almost right away, Clementi ousted his new roommate (Ravi) from his home (dorm room), so Clementi could have at it with a gay man he’d apparently just met? That just seems wanked out to me. What was Clementi thinking, bringing that man into his dorm room? And what was Clementi thinking, enrolling at Rutgers in the first place, if he was so adverse to having a roommate?

In no way do I condone what Ravi did. I probably would have gone to the administration, explained the situation, and asked for a new roommate, or a single room. Otherwise, I was going higher up.Both of my daughters attended an upscale New England college where boys and girls lived in same dormitory, and I was okay with that. But what do I know? College kids today do whatever they darn well want to do in their dormitories, including group sex, videoed sex parties, cam spying on each other?I wonder how this case would have been decided by a jury of 12 Rutgers freshmen students?I wonder if something more than Ravi was bugging Clementi – he had only just come out, his mother did not seem terribly pleased.

Clementi did not seem terribly displeased with Ravi, or upset, after learning of what Ravi had done.

Clementi seemed to be enjoying coming out.

I think just as important as what might have been Ravi’s state of mind, the other critical issue in this case was Clementi’s actual state of mind, as revealed in his online comments about Ravi. Clementi did not come across as someone who felt intimidated, bullied, afraid.

Seem to be missing, crucial pieces.

Based on what I now have read about this case, I don’t care for the jury verdict, because it looks to me the jury blamed Ravi for Clementi’s death, and I see nothing in Clementi’s online comments about Ravi that justify the jury, or anyone, blaming Ravi for that.

However, I may be mistaken and am going to sleep on this and see what comes back from my dream maker.

Sloan

My dream maker indicated I should go with this.

When I wrote the one brief comment about the Rutgers’ case, I likened it somewhat to the gay-bashing case at Key West High School, which pretty much got swept under the rug by the school administration, Superintendent of Schools and the School Board. What those kids said to that gay boy in class one day, and it seems what was said to him at other times at that school, was in no way social, invited, playful. It was mean-spirited. It was meant to cause harm. His mother said he had suicide ideation over it. It clearly was a hate crime and should have been prosecuted, but wasn’t.

This person from New Jersey learning about Key West would do well to seek out alternative information sources to the Key West Chamber of Commerce, the Tourist Development Council, the Key West Ambassadors program, The Key West Citizen and The Keynoter, to learn what Key West really is like. Make no mistake, Key West is not at all like what the powers that be paint it to be, as anyone who lives there with eyes and ears that work can see and hear, if they want to see and hear.
Key West is nowhere close to being the gay paradise it is billed to be. As the Key West High School gay-bashing case proved, prejudice against homosexuality runs very deep in Key West. All the way back to Leviticus. As if Jesus never existed. By comparison, my hometown of Birmingham, Alabama, situated in the Bible Belt, has a gay communty that probably exceeds Key West’s entire population, and seems quite gay friendly.

I sometimes write about the group of gay men, in their late thirties and early forties, I persuaded to attend an electic Sunday School class at Southside Baptist Church, which I was sure would receive them warmly. What seemed to turn them toward giving the class a try was my telling them St. Paul was gay and every woman near him knew it, and God and Jesus knew it and it didn’t bother them.

The gay men came to the Sunday School class, were warmly received, and became valued members. I can’t imagine any of them behaving as I have read Tyler Cleminti behaved at Rutgers. They were circumspect, respectful and civil. They were gentlemen. Never once did I hear or see them be aggressive about gay rights. All I saw was men, who happened to be gay, being good citizens. One was a Southeastern Conference Commissioner . The Conference to which Alabama, Auburn, Mississippi, Mississippi State, Georgia, LSU, Florida, Tennessee, among other colleges, belong.

sloanbashinsky@hotmail.com

 

as you do to the least of these, you do also to me

The other day, Sandy Downs told me of two of her experiences with homeless men, and yesterday I asked her to write it down and send it to me, and not to spare the rod.

Here is what she sent:

I copied this from a website I found:

(based on Matt. 25:31-46)

When the Son of man shall come in His glory, and all the holy angels with Him, then shall He sit upon the throne of His glory: and before Him shall be gathered all nations: and He shall separate them one from another.” When the nations are gathered before Him, there will be but two classes, and their eternal destiny will be determined by what they have done or have neglected to do for Him in the person of the poor and the suffering.

In that day Christ does not present before men the great work He has done for them. He presents the faithful work they have done for Him. To those whom He sets upon His right hand He will say, “Come, ye blessed of My Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world: for I was an hungered, and ye gave Me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave Me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took Me in: naked, and ye clothed Me: I was sick, and ye visited Me: I was in prison, and ye came unto Me.” But those whom Christ commends knew not that they had been ministering unto Him. To their perplexed inquiries He answers, “Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these My brethren, ye have done it unto Me.”

Jesus had told His disciples that they were to be hated of all men, to be persecuted and afflicted. Many would be driven from their homes, and brought to poverty. Many would be in distress through disease and privation. Many would be cast into prison. To all who forsook friends or home for His sake He had promised in this life a hundredfold. Now He assured a special blessing to all who should minister to their brethren. In all who suffer for My name, said Jesus, you are to recognize Me. As you would minister to Me, so you are to minister to them. This is the evidence that you are My disciples.

This followed on the website:

We don’t know what is going on in this world because we have no clue as to who the Illuminati are and what they have in mind for you and me.

A tidbit of my dealings with the “least of these” :

The homeless man I met at Walgreens in Key West reminded of this verse, when I stopped by to give him $5.00 a few days ago. I know that is not much, but it was what I had. I have been financially destroyed by my outspoken words against the City of Key West. And I just kept believing if I was doing the right thing, then God would take care of the rest. I knew a few days from now, if the tide didn’t turn, I might just be sitting right by this “brother” of mine as destitute as he. So I went ahead and sat down beside him then. I squatted down on the concrete with him, his 2 liter bottle of soda and his brand new 8 pack of tube socks he was proud of. We talked a while. People stared at us. He told me of serving in the military and his son dying shortly after returning. His son was 4. He said he never got over it, and his life just went on without him. He landed in Key West with a job working on a boat engine. The owner got in to test the boat and never returned to pay him for his work. Now he is amongst the homeless in Key West. I gave him my number. And after he asked if “he could pray for me.” As we held hands and sat on the pavement in Key West outside Walgreens, he prayed to Jesus whom I know; and asked that I be protected, comforted, and receive instruction and wisdom…and on and on he prayed for me. I got up and left wanting to take him to lunch but knowing there was a chance my bank card had no money on it, and we might both land in jail for eating and having no money to pay for our food.

I am always drawn to the barefoot little boys running in the islands of the Caribbean. They grow up to be strong sympathetic men, empathetic and humble men. The ones that get to go to college in some other country always keep their humility placed higher than their degrees they earn from these foreign universities. It has not been a “coincidence” that no matter where I choose to live, I run into these “barefoot” men, cloaked in other uniforms now, but their degrees are not hanging on their office walls. I served a church in Miami, ran a youth choir and a donation center for the homeless and displaced. The Pastor had doctorates from UK universities, but was more humble than those we served. Pastor Franklin Knowles…a barefoot kid from the Bahamas with doctorates from English universities. No one knew, not even I. We revived the church with the kids and the missions. The Board didn’t like it. They didn’t like the “Christ” work we were doing. They wanted a country club for themselves. And they didn’t want any “non paying” members or parishioners, like kids and homeless.

On Mother’s Day, the kids choir put on a luncheon for mothers, and women, even women with NO children were invited, and we made sure they knew we appreciated them too. We served food and gave a little book we made, and the kids served food and sang for them. Afterwards I went into the kitchen where there was so much food left over. The Board members from the church were putting it into to-go containers and asking if I wanted any. I said “Yes, for my homeless friend Omar.” The ladies turned to stone and told me it was not for homeless people, only for the church members and their families. I died inside. I said then I would give my portion to Omar, and they needed to pack up not only my portion, but the portion for my family as well. It was a standoff.

I stood firm. The Pastor stood by me. They packed up the food and I gave it to Omar. It was one of the most intense moments in my life. We stood for Christ, they stood against us…in a church with a 15 foot cross which hung from the center of the A frame structure. At the time it was called Trinity Presbyterian Church and was on 107th Avenue and Bird Road (which is 40th Street) in Miami.

I had met Omar at a shopping center 1/2 mile from my home. He was one of the children escorted to the US because his father had died helping the US in the Bay of Pigs Invasion. That was one of the guarantees the US offered the Cuban traitors, that their families and children would be taken to the US for safety. Omar lived in an orphanage in the US. He never had family. They all died for us….in the US. Omar was abused, mistreated and abandoned here in the US. He had diabetes and needed glasses. A once master painter who could no longer see. His diabetes left unchecked without medication made him go into fits. He lived in a cardboard box. I loved Omar. Not in any way you might understand….I loved him like Jesus loved him. I loved Omar.

I couldn’t sleep at nights knowing he was in a cardboard box. I brought him to my home to do laundry for him, but he refused to interfere with my life. I asked the Pastor if we could apply for zoning to create a homeless shelter at the church. The Pastor and I were on the “same page”. We started a donation center. Everything was free for those who needed anything. It was broadcast on the News in Miami. The News crews came out and interviewed me. I said all of this is for the poor and displaced. The donations poured in so much that it overflowed our center. Huge trucks brought whole estates to us to give away for charity.

Some evil person called in to the county and said we were violating code, having the donation center so close to the preschool there. The Fire Marshall shut us down. Pastor Knowles and I winced not. We were being attacked and we knew it…by Satan. Then on a Sunday after church the ladies on the Board or the wives of such, accosted me outside the Pastor’s office and told me in hushed tones, that they did not want the children or the homeless at the church and they didn’t want me there either. Pastor Knowles, unbeknownst to them was right inside his office and heard it ALL.

Pastor Knowles and I met after that. He said he was resigning. He said that “where the least of these” is not welcome, it is NO church at all. It is against the Presbyterian rules for a Pastor to resign. The Board and members have to vote on it. They protested his resignation and voted that he could not resign. He and I talked again. I learned of all of his degrees and cloaks of color he could have worn to show off his honors and degrees. Yet he had never worn any of them. He went to the pulpit every Sunday as the most humble man on earth with humble attire.

I told him if he was going to resign in defiance of their vote, he should do so with all the authority and honors bestowed on him, and to wear every sash and cloak he had.

Pastor Knowles showed up with sash after sash draped around his neck the next Sunday. He told the church that where kids and homeless weren’t welcomed, then neither was Christ and he could no longer lead them as they were astray. He pointed me out and said if any had been more faithful than me, he didn’t know of them in the church. Yet the church curtailed my efforts, thwarted me at every turn, and disabled me every way they could. He and I left the church that day. A few weeks later, maybe days,….. my dear friend Paul was out fishing in the waters off Miami when a great thunderstorm grew and a tornado came out of it. He hid in the mangroves and watched as it went ashore. The tornado touched down one place in Miami and then lifted and disappeared. It touched down at the church. It ripped the whole roof off, the whole A frame was gone except the 2 beams that held the giant 15 foot wooden cross. The church was destroyed except the cross. I smiled as I watched the photos and the video on the News that night. Thank you Jesus.

Pastor Knowles went back to the Bahamas, built 15 or more churches and that is where he is still. Pastor Ernie DeLoach retired from Glad Tidings church in Key West, the church that had homeless ministries for some time in the past. Pastor Johnny took over. He is Pastor Knowles buddy. I gave the photos to Pastor Johnny of me and Pastor Knowles and Trinity Presbyterian Church when it still stood in Miami and when I worked for the church there. It is not a coincidence we are all working together. Not a coincidence that God just moves us around. As the Bible tells us, we have to kick the dirt off our shoes as we leave the villages who hate us, and move on to our next place God puts us…and then try again.

Make NO mistake of what I am saying…….we WILL ALL be judged as to what we have done to the “least of them”.

Sandy Downs

Sandy told me later that God had told her not to describe how she had helped Omar get off the street, because the focus of her writing assignment was not to get homeless people off the street, but to love them as Jesus loved them.

I said I’d had some dreams and was having some difficulty making sense of them. Then Sandy told me of a dream she’d had and I finally understood my dreams. Then, I got all choked up, could not say anything for a while. Then, I asked if she could come by my place, alone, for a little while? She said yes.

When Sandy arrived, I said I am supposed to help you out. She said I am helping her out plenty, with what she is writing and I am publishing. I said not that. Help her out with money, to get the pressure off her and her son who will enter high school next year. I gave her enough cash to tide her over until the check I wrote cleared the banks. In the “For” blank at the bottom, I wrote “for heroism.” I said I don’t have much money right now, but I am okay doing this.

I knew from the dreams the amount to give her. I knew she no more wanted to take money than the homeless man had wanted to take the $5. I told her it is not open to debate. She is taking the help. It is for her and her youngest son, and not for the rest of her children and their girlfriends and other people she looks after.

Sandy is hardly the first person I was called to help in that way. I once gave the same amount to a homeless man in Birmingham, Alabama. I once gave the same amount to in inmate in a maximum security prison, who only recently was released after serving 26 years for a crime he did not commit, and perhaps his story should be told soon.

I helped lots of people in that way, and two people I helped with far greater sums, for which I received rough criticism from people who thought they knew me, but did not. I was told to make those gifts – I never loan money. I understood perfectly, it is more blessed to give than to receive; do unto others as you would have done unto you. The first and larger of those gifts ended up putting me on the street. The second might put me on the street again.

After getting through the gift discussion, Sandy and I talked about a lot of things, mostly personal. Serious things, deep things, including Sandy’s impression that going back on a decision she had made is what led directly to her son Preston’s death. I told her it was very heroic for her to face that about herself, and then to share it with me. I described similar flubs I had made, for which I paid dearly. I said what I learned from it is never to yield to anything I feel is wrong, unless God tells me to yield to it.

I said the holiest woman I ever knew was the black woman, daughter of a slave, who had raised me. Devout Christian, she. I said the holiest man I ever knew was the federal judge for whom I had clerked straight out of law school. He cussed, used to drink moonshine and did not attend church. Both were living saints.

I said what I do here in the Keys is not what I was trained by the angels to do; it is a default program, low level. She asked if I do not see what I do having an impact for the good? I said I do not see it, but perhaps my vision is impaired.

I said the first assignment given to me when I arrived in Key West, homeless, was Unity Church. I said that church was shown in many ways what it needed to do differently, and it ignored it all. Eventually, the church building was flattened by Hurricane Wilma, I think it was, and the congregation had to find another building at which to gather.

I attended a few services at the original location, after they told God to take a hike, and one service at the new location. I felt plenty in the spirit during those visits, and it was not what anyone in right mind would want to have anything to do with. But they were oblivious. More than oblivious, they actually believed they were doing quite well after the fashion of Jesus Christ. Perhaps it did not help my chances of getting through to them, that they knew I was homeless.

It was Jesus I was trained to attempt to represent on this world. He was, is, one of my teachers in the spirit. I do not know the Jesus taught in today’s churches. When I used to attend church services, usually I was sent. I waited until something happened, to which I was to speak. Never was it to say something pleasant, what anyone there wanted to hear. Never did it go over well. Always, I felt the strong presence of Lucifer in the spirit.

I asked the minister of one of those churches (in north Georgia), who had become a friend, where did he think the devil would hide, if the devil did not want anyone to know he was there? The answer was so drop-dead obvious than the question was rhetorical. Yet my minister friend could not answer the question. Perhaps because he was completely convinced going to church regularly was required for salvation.

When a mutual acquaintance of ours had asked me two years before, if I attended church?, I had said, when am I ever not in church?

Even in my sleep, I am in church.

I wager if Christendom knew the Jesus I know, most of them would quit being Christians. Most of them would be on psych wards, or kill themselves. Christendom would be minuscule.

As is plainly said in the Gospels.

Steep is the way, narrow the gate, and few enter therein.

Many are called, but few are chosen.

The work is great and the laborers are few.

Those who hear my sayings and do not do them are like the foolish man who built his house on sand and when the flood came, how great was that fall!

Many will call me Lord, and I will say I never knew them.

I’m all choked up. Tears are rolling down my cheeks. My heart is heaving.

I came know a few heroic people in the Keys after I was sent here in late 2000, flat broke. The first was Dorothy Sherman, who had started the soup kitchen at St. Mary Star of the Sea. It was Dorothy’s operation, the church let her use its facility. On Valentine’s Day 2004, Dorothy was eulogized as a living saint by Peter Batty at that church. Peter asked the congregation, who would step up and take St. Dorothy’s place? I bawled my eyes out during that wake.

Looks to me Father Stephen Braddock and his right-hand man Charles Davis are the only people in Key West who can take Dorothy’s place, although it is for a fact that people serving in Dorthy’s soup kitchen are holding true to her mission and philosophy:

“It is our job to feed homeless people; it is God’s job to change them.”

Key West officials (and other Key West people) think it is their job to change homeless people, and if they do not change, then it is their job to put homeless people in jail. Too bad they do not see the jail they put themselves in when they put the least of these in jail simply because they have no place to lay down their heads at night.

Sloan Bashinsky

sloanbashinsky@hotmail.com

 

worship a homeless man on Sunday, ignore him on Monday

 

 

This pic from Father Stephen Braddock, CEO of Florida Keys Outreach Coalition, reminds me of a disagreement in the spring of 2001 with a young pastor at Glad Tiding’s Tabernacle Church in Key West, which fed the homeless every Sunday afternoon where the dog park now is at Higgs Beach.

The disagreement came about when a young woman in that parish was assigned to speak to us before we were served lunch said we would not be homeless, if we were saved by Jesus. I was seized to say, what’s wrong with being homeless? Jesus was homeless!

The young pastor, whose first name was Mark, came over to me while I was eating and said Jesus was not homeless. I said of course Jesus was homeless, it’s plain as day in the Gospels. Mark said I was mistaken. I said, Jesus himself said he was homeless.

Mark said, where? I said, when the man said he wanted to follow Jesus and Jesus said what that would be like: the foxes have their dens and the birds have their nests, but he had no place to lay down his head at night.

Mark said that passage did not mean Jesus was homeless. I said, okay, where was Jesus’s home? Mark said, Jesus stayed at his mother’s home when he wanted to be inside. I said, show me where that is in the Gospels.

After Mark moved back to the mainland, while maybe 100 homeless people stood in that Sunday line waiting to be served, another woman assigned to speak to us started preaching down to us about not being saved by Jesus. Again seized, I said, there will be no more of that! Everyone in this line has been saved by Jesus. I knew one Jew in the line. Maybe there was another. I had heard them all speak of being saved by Jesus, often several times; yet they all were homeless.

In early 2006, Ireceived an inheritance from my father. But for that, I still would be homeless. But because I had received an inheritance, I now was acceptable. I no longer was a criminal because I had no money and was homeless.

My recollection, of the poor, Jesus told his disciples in the Gospels, as they did to the least of these, they did also to him.

Sadly, some homeless people are so messed up that they do to themselves, to other homeless people, to mainstream people, and to Mother Nature what Jesus never would approve. I learned this pronto by living on the street, on Maui, in Key West, and by mingling with homeless people there, by eating at soup kitchens, and by sleeping in their camps.

I learned something else Jesus told his disciples in the Gospels: the poor will always be with us. I learned there is no cure to homelessness, it is part of the American fabric, just as surely as being rich is part of the American fabric – I have been both.

I learned the only way to be rid of homeless people is to kill them, jail them, or use police to run them out of town, all of which is supposed to be illegal in America.

I learned what mainstream is really like and more about why I did not fit in there. Not that I liked being homeless, but I did not dislike myself over it.

Father Stephen Braddock probably is more optimistic about homeless people returning to mainstream living, however he has never lived on the street. He has not learned what I learned by living on the street. Nor have any homeless experts I ever met, unless they had lived on the street.

I made quite a few homeless friends when I was homeless. Close friends. Still close friends. Including a fellow who replied to Saturday’s

Key West homeless politics, mostly post.

A Viet vet, retired businessman, retired fire fighter, on disability, he usually lives in his van. He gave me two bicycles at different times, when I lived on the street and had no way to get around Key West. He has helped many homeless people, who like and trust him. I have published his missives in maybe a dozen different posts.

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What’s going on with u Sloan, how can u tell ur readers that key west wanted its homeless people to be indoors when a few blogs ago u told ur readers that the only reason the shelter was built was to avoid a law suit that was prevailing against the town of key west from the A C L U,,,,these are your words buddy.I was with you at the homeless summit here in key west and the Miami chapter of the A C L U threaten and warned this town of key west that we are ready to file if nothing is done and gave the Town of key west a time frame to get its act together Kots Was Born to avoid the law suit that is in place in Miami.The pottinger,carter and Mr berry leaders in the law suit that prevailed and by the way Sloan that homeless summit was a sham and a joke because the next day the cops were back to cutting homeless peoples back packs and letting the wind take the contents to the ground and if the drugs in the back packs did belong to the person they were emptied to the ground.The cops were twisting people’s arms behind them causing them pain,I am a witness to all this,kicking people in the chest and and face and telling them ,,,,,,,I thought u were dead key west police asked a homeless woman to guess the size of his penis and she would be allowed to leave the nnazi Attack that he was putting these people through,the sheriffs helicopter following people around,,,homeless people that is. Hovering overnight them in the mangroves and at the wild life sanctuary and Higgs beach and the parking lot of the bocci courts.

Many times I approached homeless friends and told them I am a Witness to the beating the key west police just gave you if u want to peruse it I will be there for u and every ans. I got was no.

So Sloan u may be bullshiting your readers Sloan but not me I had my ways of knowing what and where this cops were abusing people sometimes I would make it to the spot and other times I wouldn’t.

I even witnessed when all cars were called to the rear of the police station to give a homeless man a beating by all cops on the night shift and I was unlucky enough to get with in viewing distance from the school in the rear of the police station.

This is not the way to reduce the homeless population through violence and lies and putting a gun to there heads as was done to me by Sanchez in the parking lot of bocci courts in the town of key west and was very close to being run down by Rodriguez on Petronia street and was saved by a young recruit in the car who yelled at Rodriguez to stop and yelled at him,,,,what the fuck are u doing as the police car stopped within a few inches of my knees.

Readers any homeless person who has left the town of key west and yes the town of key west because it doesn’t have the right amount of people to be called a city, I could be wrong but I doubt it,,,,

People who leave key or get indoors has not done it because of the police,,,,,the police do not contribute to getting people off the street the homeless people had those intentions any way and of course the key west police contributes to homelessness by enforcing made up laws that don’t exist such as D U I while boating on duval so u put this in guy in jail and all the others and this person loses his job because he hasen,t shown up for work and u hold him for what ever the insane judge decides and release him.

No money to pay his rent, no job and his friend have changed position and he sleeps on the ground till he finds another job, so the cops create another homeless man and there bosses love them because there showing that there being productive and not sitting in there cars shaving and putting on polo or having sex in working uniform in her car at the bocci courts which I also observed and if I ever called this in to the police station they would put me in jail for not minding my own business.

What a waste of resources,,,,too many cops for this Square mile Town which cause to many problems for the non bubbas who are the blue collar service workers and homeless people who some do work in some of the finest restaurants in this town,,,,,,,Oh My God You Mean They Serve Me My Food…….YES.

There people , and they stay here not because of the weather only many have told. Me they stay because the people of key west w ant them to go.

Sit in your houses and tell me all about the streets and have your conversations about homeless people before your swingers parties and your wife swapping parties which I have been invited to by u standup citizens and which I have attended and u stand up citizens know who u are and u cross the street when u see me but u do call me back.

So I am Asking all u stand up citizens to stop pouring bleach on homeless people while there sleeping,,,,,,,social programs are the way to go u stupid bastards.

Your wrong about the people at Kots they will not be admitted if there drugged and intoxicated,,,,,,So all u stand up citizens that stay in there houses and get drunk and run swingers parties and drug dens know nothing about whats going on with the streets because your afraid of the homeless because the cops tell u to be afraid of them and u all get together at your drug dens and cops have turns telling stories about what they do to homeless people and they try to out do each other and have a good laugh while creating human misery but u all like cops it’s a dangerous job taking a report after the crime has been committed,they were not there when the crime was committed because they are busy having fun taking pictures of homeless people eating chicken at Dions as I observed many times while I observed a few minutes later 3 possibly a 7 year old,10,12 drinking beer along side the ,,what I call the moose head lodge on Eisenhower .

I don’t call police on anything I see,,,,and oh yes I spoke with the kids and asked for a bottle and they wouldn’t give me a bottle but did pour some for me…….I don’t drink.

So keep having fun harassing homeless people and furthering the careers of the corrupt politicians in this town and it should change but it won’t like the article said in the blue paper or the keynoter these politicians train there kids ,nephews, nieces to be be corrupt and make sure they have a position in the town of key west politics.

Sloan,,,you’ve changed sides buddy don’t be Intimitated by the threats Sloan the key west police tried to kill me twice already and I’m here to stay.Putting a gun to my head which I didnt file a complaint because I would be targeted by the whole police dept.

Hit me with a police vehicle and call it an accident which I didn’t file a police report for which I would be targeted and have all the police cars trying to hit and kill me.

I just can’t seem to lie mainly because the truth pisses a lot of people off and u know who u are.

Have a nice day.

Not as daffy as u think.

But I will keep on ducking

I replied:

I wrote today:

The City built KOTS for one reason: to be able to legally require its homeless to sleep inside, out of sight. There was no other reason for KOTS, and there still is no other reason.

I had the Pottinger case squarely in mind when I wrote that today. But for Pottinger, KOTS would not have been built and Key West could not have had its police arrest homeless people for sleeping outside at night, and put them in jail. Threatened with a Pottinger lawsuit, by Sam Kaufman, by me, the City built KOTS. I didn’t tell all of that history today, but the only reason the City built KOTS was for the reason I wrote:

to be able to legally require its homeless to sleep inside, out of sight. There was no other reason for KOTS, and there still is no other reason.

Did you forget to put on your reading glasses this morning, Daffy? How did you get from any word I wrote today that I had changed sides? I beat the living shit out of the City, the Mayor, SHAL.

As did you, after you quit beating the shit out of me.

All these years you have known me, all the talks we have had, all the posts of mine you have received, have you ever known me to be intimidated by any person?

Have you ever seen me duck anything rough?

Sloan

P.S.I don’t remember anyone from the ACLU being at that homeless summit, or threatening a lawsuit. I don’t remember anyone from the ACLU being in Key West, ever, about the way the City was using its police to abuse homeless people simply because they were homeless. I only remember Sam Kaufman, on the one hand, and me, on the other hand, talking about a Pottinger case being filed against Key West, if they didn’t stop what they were doing. So the City ran the homeless people out of the wetlands where they were camping, I was one they ran out. Your camp there was removed, also. But they let us camp all along the Bridle Path, and elsewhere, until KOTS was built. That was in 2004. After KOTS was running, the city police resumed rousting homeless camps and people sleeping at night outside (or in tents). The city police still do that, even though KOTS is full every night on the men’s side, and there are homeless men who can not get in there even if they want to get in there. I told Mayor Cates that violated the Pottinger case. He said the police weren’t doing it. I laughed, said don’t insult his intelligence, everyone knows the city police are doing that. He said, only where homeless people are not supposed to sleep. I said, well then, tell me where homeless people who can’t get into KOTS can sleep, so your police won’t bother them. No reply. That was on the telephone. That was the phone conversation when I told Craig I had lost confidence in him on all things homeless, and he got mad and said, well then, he was finished with me.

You really pissed me off today.

Sloan

Where he got the idea homeless people cannot get into KOTS if they are drugged or intoxicated (one and the same), I cannot imagine. He can see for himself by staying there, which I have done.

My lady friend, who recently stayed four nights in KOTS, before being accepted into Florida Keys Outreach Coalition’s shelter for women, told me the same thing about KOTS letting in people who are drugged and intoxicated. She said she had met a fellow at a shopping mall, who told her he had stayed at KOTS and he did not believe what he saw going on there! She said she told him she had stayed at KOTS and she knew what goes on there.

It is really important for city officials and people of Key West to know this about KOTS, and it is just as important for them to know if Key West opens its new homeless shelter at the Easter Seals property and tries to turn it into a homeless rehab shelter, they will have to administer urine tests and deny entrance to any homeless who have dirty urine. That will be about 90 percent of the homeless, who will be turned away and will have no place to sleep, and shower, but outside.

Under the Pottinger case, which went against the City of Miami, which had used its police to try to drive its homeless people out of town, that 90 percent will have to be allowed to sleep, and shower, outside. And live outside. And cook outside. And camp outside. To deny them that is cruel and unusual punishment, according to the Pottinger case, which was decided in the United States District Court of the Southern District of Florida, which same court has jurisdiction over Key West.

I think maybe even still today, that same court has full oversight over the City of Miami in all its dealings with its homeless people. The same thing could happen to Key West, if it is not very careful. Like Miami, Key West could lose all say-so in anything having to do with its homeless people. A United States District Judge could become Key West’s homeless czar.

I got a sense that maybe what really set my friend off was I wrote the truth about homeless people. I did not paint them as saints. I don’t cut homelelss people slack when they are out of line, just as I don’t cut mainstream people slack when they are out of line. God doesn’t cut me slack when I am out of line. As I have written many times, in God’s eyes, we all are homeless.

Some years back, I found this likeness of Jesus below via Google and used it in a post. Father Stephen Braddock liked it so much that we contacted the artist and got her permission to reproduce it not-for-profit. I used it in perhaps a dozen posts on homelessness, even though I seriously doubt Jesus was blue-eyed, blond, and had white skin. I used it because of the message it carried:

As you do to the least of these, you do also unto me.